it's already midnight

Not feeling well now
feeling so sick
feel like dying
#suffering

I am sorry that I didnt tell you I am sick
I just dont want you to worry about me

Trust me,
the person I most wanted to talk with when I am upset is you
I wanted to call you and tell you I am sad just now
but I dont want you to waste time listening to my grandparents stories
so ... I end up didnt tell you anything .

I am so glad that you came and asked me what's wrong, and so sorry I lied to you ..

I didnt chat with my friend
I didnt feel any better

But dont worry,
I will take care of myself
I am sleeping very soon  after this post :)

Honey,
dont blame me
Your studies are more important to me
Take care and dont take too much Panadols, okay ?

I am worry about your health .
You just sleep superduper late all nights
even if you're not feeling well -3- . What's wrong with you -3-

Do you know there is a girl who is always worrying about you ? :)